my brain is bursting, and i need some air.

i cant believe my youngest sister is so smart, shucks, she doesnt even look the least bit normal.       going ard with her mouth half open most of the time and spouting her favourite line       " i dont knowwwwwwww."      so how can she be so smart. BAH.

anyway, i realised that while my friends in poly still have a year of school to go, i've realised that loads of my jc friends have been talking abt future career plans. which makes me feel that, hey yo you all, we're 18, and 18's pretty old. we're on our way to become adults.

and honestly, i cant see myself as one yet!
it amazes me how some of my friends have no idea what they want to pursue in university and after. going to be a housewife/taitai? god, where's the satisfaction then,ure actually pretty brainy, yet you go waste your life away. an example would be my mum, gosh i think i got my smart genes from her.
if i were ever to be a taitai/housewife, i would definitely do something in my free time.

a friend studying in canada yesterday asked me whether i would rather spilt the income 50-50 between my husband&me, or  just let my husband bring the bacon home.  well, i told him i would like my hubby to be able to bring home a comfortable enough salary, the money i earn part time would go towards paying for spas/holidays/hightea/manicures/shopping sprees for my mum, and taiji classes/a solitary stay at some mountain in china for my dad, and education for my sisters.

meanwhile, i cant stop thinking of you. rarrs.

oh. and i haveee gotta try the oreo shake from the bubble tea stores tt daniel was drinking today, thou it looks like a blended lump of poo. and i only eat the black biscuits, i throw the white cream in the centre away.